August 2009
15 posts
Im done
I will be inactivating my twitter and dis blog 2morrow. Cause i am living a nightmare. One i created when i was 15? Being blame and turned into someting im not. Tis isnt me. But i wont explain. No one will listen. Anyway..
Not in de mood
So luva want 2 fuck me 2 night but i dont feel like fucking he. Well i do and dont. I just feel like i aint want the stress of sneaking out wondering if any gona c me and tell hubby. Is it worth getting caught. No. Yeah hubby aint good 2. We aint talking right now cause i just know wha he be doing. But luva is a treat. Dats how i gah tink of he. I just gah other ting i need 2 tink bout like...
Only now?
So luva txt me after 2 days no contact. Wha he expect? A happy jolly welcome? No. i really aint gah nothing to say to u. Dont make me no afterthought. I aint one when u need some sex from me. Well. I dont need u and just how u can dis me for 2 days i can blank u. I dont care dat we is just luvas. I dont need dat stress. Might well stick w my cheating hubby. I need more than dis cause i sacrificing...
So worried
Havent heard from my lover all day. This is odd. This dont happen. Not worried because i think he aint want to talk to me but worried something might hv happen. Did wifey find out bout us? Is he hurt? I hate feeling like this. Im not suppose 2 feel this way bout he…
I done
Im ready to get de fuck outta here. Another stupid day. I know what went on when i wasnt home. Dats all right. He will get his…
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Six sense
Never say man dont hv it. So i finally get to see Mr. I aint c he for months. Had a good time we laugh and talk. So now all of a sudden hubby start texting. same man who aint been paying attention to me. Can he sense someone was showin me attention he wasnt? Sex was de bomb wink
I know how it is
Thank god i know how it is to be loved. To be treasured and care for, made to feel like im de only one. See i had someone like dat. He treated me like i was so special. But i was not in love with him. Dat was missing and i was yearning for it. I treated him well never cheated on him, but could not return the affection. So i left him to be with someone i loved since junior high. Broke his heart...
Get over it
I does akways b so careful as to when i can leave de house to hang out but my hubby does always leave me home and go all over. He dont say leme stay home or u know it aint gona look rite if i go out again he just go and i practically gah make appointment to go out. I need 2 stop being so soft and start going out like he. I dont hv time 4 me
“Behind ever good man is a strong woman, until you fuck with she…”
– Push2demax
Not feeling u
My lover is so cute and sexy. Hot like fuck. We both committed to others and well, i mean i wasnt looking for no one to sleep with. But our connection was so strong and i was dying for affection. Shit. Hubby told me i could find a friend right. He send me looking for man cause he gah so much women he dealing w, he aint giving it up. But i feel sometine dat dis shit aint gona wuk. I aint cut out...
This man keep asking when i leavind de house and coming back. Why? So he can tell his whore to log in to de computer so they can webcam? So he can jerk off to she fat fuck? Or some other internet bitch. He cant fuck me cause by de time i reach home he to spent to hv energy 4 me. This is wha cause a good woman to cheat. Fucker
My goal
One of my main goals is to lose weight. I will be talking bout dat ALOT, tracking my progress with stats and pics. Also my private life. So much going on there I just need to vent. Anyone who choose to follow me get ready for a ride! Hypocrites and small minded haterz, u need not follow!
Yeah
So he so badly want 2 c me till he find out he aint gettin none? Wow. So transparent
Dont play me
So my first post. THIS is where i will come 2 talk bout everything im not able to do on facebook, twitter, hi5 ect. My life! And everything i been wanted to say 6 years! All coming out right now!