My lover is so cute and sexy. Hot like fuck. We both committed to others and well, i mean i wasnt looking for no one to sleep with. But our connection was so strong and i was dying for affection. Shit. Hubby told me i could find a friend right. He send me looking for man cause he gah so much women he dealing w, he aint giving it up. But i feel sometine dat dis shit aint gona wuk. I aint cut out for this. I would have never cheat if my hubby wasnt a cheating, lying, selfish prick. Who only care about his own pleasure. Why he married me and why i so stupid to stay…