So luva want 2 fuck me 2 night but i dont feel like fucking he. Well i do and dont. I just feel like i aint want the stress of sneaking out wondering if any gona c me and tell hubby. Is it worth getting caught. No. Yeah hubby aint good 2. We aint talking right now cause i just know wha he be doing. But luva is a treat. Dats how i gah tink of he. I just gah other ting i need 2 tink bout like myself. Getting myself in shape finally. Sex aint really on my mind. Though i know dat shit would be hot! He do me so good. And hubby aint been giving it to me. Oh well. I gah decide soon. Lets c. Stay home 2night w hubby who aint talking to me who probably going to find he some to. Or go and c luva for some hot sex. Choice look easy but yet. I dont know… What am i doing??? How i end up here in this situation…